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OOC INFO
_NAME: Relica
_PLURK:aim: glass_magnolia gmail:lionessofriften
_AGE: Over 18
_CURRENT/PAST CHARACTERS:N/A


IC INFO
_CHARACTER'S NAME: Eren Jaegar
_CANON: Attack on Titan
_CANON POINT:End of manga chapter 53: Stupid Believers
_CHARACTER'S (ACTUAL) AGE: 15
_CHARACTER'S (APPARENT) AGE: He looks about 17
_CHARACTER'S HAIR COLOR: Brown
_TANAGURA (elite) OR MIDAS (mongrel)?: Tanagura
_HOUSING PREFERENCE: Eos Tower


_HISTORY:
href="http://shingekinokyojin.wikia.com/wiki/Eren_Yeager">Here

_ABILITIES:

Eren as a human being ranked 5th in his class for cadet training. He was able to use the 3D gear even when given a set of broken equipment which was noted by Keith Shadis to be rather impressive. His gear allows him to fight Titans in 3D and uses grappling hooks to lock onto targets and uses gas propulsion to propel him towards that object. The gear has a harness that fits across the chest and over most of the lower body of the person. (Strength in the legs is a must for using this gear.) It also comes equipped with slots for the large blades, used for slicing into the nape of a Titan's neck. Because Eren is a Titan Shifter he can regenerate limbs and heals pretty quickly from most wounds.

Speaking of shifting, that ability is triggered by self-inflicted pain when he bites his hand. Usually. Intent matters too. A goal has to be had in mind for a transformation to be successful. Eren is a monster in Titan form: literally. He is what you'd expect a giant beast to be and can easily destroy a whole city with as little effort as you would have to destroy an ant hill. It puts him on a level playing field when fighting other Titans and he has crushed their skulls, stomped them to death and ripped off their limbs while in this form. At first he can remember nothing of being in this form and doesn't seem aware of his human self. Later when he gets better control of it, he becomes aware of his actions while in this state and can even utilize his combat training skills while in it. He also has the power called the 'coordinate' which he can use to control other Titans.
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PERSONALITY:
Determined, passionate, hot-tempered and stubborn, stubborn, STUBBORN. When Eren sets his mind to something he is going to do it. As a kid, we see him arguing fiercely with his mother, Mikasa and anyone that doubts his dream of joining the survey corps. Even after seeing the scouts return beaten and bearing nothing but the arm of one of their fallen comrades he was not deterred. If anything he was more determined to join the fight to protect humanity. Eren also has a healthy dose of pride. He doesn’t understand the people around him and their contentment to live behind the walls as though there isn’t a war going on outside them. He finds it insufferable to live sheltered and penned up. He compared it to living like cattle. He can’t stand weakness in himself or complacency in others. He hated himself for being too weak to save his mother. He has a vast interest beyond his limited life behind the walls and has a scorn for anyone else that doesn’t question things beyond their limited world. (This might have been why Armin and Mikasa were his only friends.)

Eren will protect those he cares for even at the expense of his life. He didn’t hesitate to jump into the mouth of a Titan to save his best friend, (even though he got eaten himself in the process.) His desire to see his friend’s dream of seeing the world one day trumped his self-preservation. Instead of allowing Armin and Mikasa to put themselves at risk by trying to save him from the Garrison, he used a power that he had only just been made aware of that he even had to partially transform and take the full brunt of the canon fire that would have surely killed them all if he hadn’t. Many of the several dozen fights he got into as a kid was to keep to keep bullies from hurting Armin, though it’s implied that in the process it often resulted in him taking a beating himself, at least until Mikasa joined in. At his trial it wasn’t until it was implied that Mikasa would be dissected right along with him that his anger was enough to move him to tell the whole court what was really on his mind despite the danger it put him in to call a room full of powerful people that were already leaning towards executing him cowards. During the mission to rescue him from the other Titan shifters, Eren actually got between Mikasa and the Smiling Titan and while in human form aimed a punch at a monster many times his size. When it came down to himself and the rest of humanity, he told Historia that it was okay for her devour him if only because he believed that she had the power to save everyone’s future and he no longer believed that it was him that could. He was also willing to use an untested power - he’d barely been aware of his Titan powers a full 24 hours - to aid the Garrison in plugging the hole in Wall Rose.

He also has a pretty flammable temper, particularly if it rubs his sense of morality the wrong way. When he was nine he killed two of the human traffickers that captured Mikasa. His view of justice, like many kids, was pretty black and white. It really hasn’t changed much as he’s gotten older; it’s all or nothing. The Titans must die because they oppress and they harm people - the traffickers had to die for the same reason. He expressed little regret over his conviction that he was right to kill them, stating that: "I killed some monsters. They had human faces is all." In Eren’s mind, this is just rational. It’s the reality of the grim world he has to live in. Not taking initiative can be fatal. If the strong won’t fight, then who will? There’s no other way to survive. Hannes once commented that it was scary to witness him as a kid because no matter how badly he got beaten or how hopeless it seemed he got back up and kept swinging. No matter what conflict Eren was in or who he was up against he would always give his opponent hell. Even incapacitated and still regenerating his arms, he charged Reiner, even though realistically there was no way to win and nowhere to go even if he did. He ended up having to be choked out and gagged and tied up in order to be stopped so great was his refusal to give in to his captors. Levi himself commented : “No matter how much force he's held down with, no matter how strong the cage he's placed in, no one will be able to make his spirit submit to their will."

Eren is human and can experience fear and doubt. It’s just very unlikely he’ll show it even if he has to bluff to himself. While telling the other recruits about his surviving the Wall Maria incident he has a moment where the memory makes him feel sick, but he brazens it out taking a determined bite out of his food and continuing the story. Whether it’s a defense mechanism to keep himself going or to keep the people around him going, he doesn’t give his fear priority over facing what has to be faced.

Considering that he’s lost everything because of the Titans - his mother and his home - his obsession with destroying them is not surprising. He doesn’t care if other people put him down for being childish or reckless or how insane it sounds. His hatred of them and his determination to not allow them to steal anything more from him was so overpowering that even at the point of being swallowed alive by one he refused to just die there and the emotions he was feeling alone was enough to trigger his first transformation. The gleam in his eyes and his overall demeanor morph into something frightening and twisted looking when he talks about killing them. The smile on his face when he mentions to Levi that he wants to join the Survey Corps to destroy every Titan is nothing short of absolutely vicious. It can be pretty disturbing for other people to see. Levi’s take on first seeing this was - yes, he’s a monster all right and it’s not because he can change into a Titan. Mikasa, upon encountering Eren in his Titan form, remarked that he seemed to embody humanity’s rage. Eren’s fury is not over just what he’s gone through at the hands of these monsters, but is big enough to carry the rest of humanity as well. He’s not just pissed off over his own personal losses. He’s angry over every person that’s been cheated out of their future because the Titans always seem to come out ahead. So great is his desire to wipe them out that he even stated that if he couldn’t master the 3D gear, he’d go beyond the walls on his own and find another way to fight them.

Even though people tend to think Eren is crazy at first, his passion and drive are catching. His speech about why he could never accept the easy life of one of the military police(though he did graduate 5th in his class and was eligible) actually swayed two of his team members to join the survey corps instead. When the Titans attacked at Trost, it was Eren that got Jean's head straight by reminding him that they were trained to kill Titans and that despite all that both of them had been through, they were still alive. It was remembering Eren's words to her as child about the necessity of fighting in order to survive that moved Mikasa to defend her life even when the odds were against her, having run out of gas and facing down a Titan alone. Whether he realizes it or not, Eren inspires people to try harder and to be something better than they believe themselves to be. Most of his original class, the 104th training corps, followed him into the Survey Corps.

Eren will continue to fight even when it seems hopeless and he cannot stand to see other people endangered or killed on his behalf. The first of this is shown in his having to actually be physically dragged away by Hannes from the death scene of his mother and when he got swallowed in the process of saving Armin, but most telling was during the forest chase with the female Titan. He berated squad Levi for not turning back to help their comrades that were being picked off and it seemed to torment him deeply that they were being destroyed in the process of slowing her down. He ultimately decides to trust his team, but once they've been slain he gives up on his retreat, transforming in a grief-fueled rage to face her on his own.

A fatal flaw in Eren is that he is reluctant to see the bad in people that he's come to trust and regard as friends despite the evidence against them. He was the most vocally against suspecting Annie to be the female titan, even though their fighting styles were the same and there was a resemblance. One of the first things he learned in combat training was by copying her technique and they had grown to have a grudging respect for one another. When it looked like she would prove their suspicions right by refusing to go underground he begged her, telling her that there was a still the chance she was an innocent person with a shitty sense of humor and that all she had to do to clear her name was go underground with them. His reluctance to fight a former comrade made it impossible for him to transform at first while he struggled to come to terms with the fact he was going to actually have to fight her. In a similar situation, where Reiner and Bertolt point blank confessed they were the Armored and Colossal Titans, he laughed it off, believing that they were joking.

_ITEMS: your character is allowed the clothes they're wearing and whatever items or weapons they were carrying at the time of transport. describe those items here. non-appable pets can be included here.


WRITING SAMPLES

Log

Log


_SMUT SAMPLE:
It felt like it was the twentieth time he was pinned beneath her. He was beginning to think that that smile she had given him when he expressed an interest in learning her techniques was pure sadism. The elbow pressing into his throat was not helping.

“All right, Annie!” he wheezed. “You’ve won.”

He grimaced. Admitting defeat was not something that came easy to him. On the other hand, passing out wouldn't exactly be impressive either.

“I don’t want to 'win’, I want you to learn,” she stated, flatly. “That’s why we’re out here. Stop overthinking and use your instincts. If you don't, you'll pass out.”

To emphasize that point, she pressed harder into his jugular. She was right. Eventually, he would pass out if he didn’t get more oxygen. But the more he moved, the harder it became not to focus on how hard she was pressing into his body. He was too keenly aware of her breasts pressing down against him and he wasn’t sure if it was her heartbeat that he was feeling or his. That was when his pants started to feel tighter than they should. Shit. Not now. Please, not now.

“Eren?” Her stoic blue gaze paralyzed him. She removed her elbow and he gasped. “Are you getting turned on by this?”

I’m so dead. She’s going to murder me and bury my body out here. That he was detecting no pity in those two ice chips staring down at him was not reassuring either. Of course, it was impossible to tell what Annie was thinking most of the time. She could be considering castrating him or she could be simply bored. Her voice gave away nothing.

“Annie,” Eren began in a slightly panicked voice. “I’m a guy, it just happens, I didn’t mean to - mmph!”

His head was yanked back as his hair was yanked on savagely. That much he expected. The tongue halfway down his throat and the hand pulling at the zipper of his pants...well that, he didn’t see coming. She gripped his length tightly and he felt himself harden even more. She released his mouth and for the second time he felt himself gasping and he wasn’t sure that it was entirely for lack of air this time. She never stopped stroking him.

“W-what the hell...” he panted, his teal eyes widened to their full extent.

And now he swore he could see the ghost of a smile tugging at the corners of her usually unreadable expression. “If I knew you got off on being choked, I’d have been more careful. Or maybe I wouldn’t have.” There was definitely a mischievous look in her eyes now. “Do you want me to stop?”

Did he? The hand that was still pleasuring him felt like it was scorching. It was so much different when being touched by someone else. His eyes swiftly scanned the tree line. They had come a ways from the training grounds to spar in the woods.

“No one’s coming, you square,” she drawled, grabbing his face roughly and turning it back towards her. “Last offer: do you want to continue?”

He considered for a moment. She was his comrade in arms, maybe even his friend. And she was pretty....not that he paid attention to these things. But he admired Annie, he was attracted to her strength even if her apathy made her seem impenetrable at times. She didn't coddle him. He nodded. She gave him a knowing look and he found himself smirking back. She guided his hand towards her own zipper. Keeping his hand in hers, she guided his thumb over her crotch and he blushed at the moistness that was there. “You’re returning the favor. I don’t give something for nothing, Jaeger.”

Despite his inexperience, the words made him shiver. But he once he was committed to something he wasn't going to back out. He never backed down. He also had the distinct feeling that to Annie this was just another contest. If she expected him to surrender she was going to be sorely mistaken. Only the tense line that his mouth had become gave away how nervous he was. But it was the kind of nervous one got when they were about to do a particularly dangerous or risky 3-D maneuver gear. It was kind of exciting too. And the heat building in his loins agreed with that sentiment.

Fuck it. He pulled the zipper the rest of the way down and let his hand dive in. And then he froze. Aside from talk he'd heard around the barracks, he had zero comprehension of how girls worked or how he needed to touch her. He heard an impatient 'tsk' above him and was shoved back down. He was sure she had given up on him as a hopeless case and that he was going to be left in the woods feeling like he'd grown a small log between his legs when he felt his shirt being yanked up and not entirely painlessly.

"Shit!" he cursed as she began trailing kisses down his bare skin. "E-everything is a d-damned fight with you, or you aren't satisfied."

He didn't normally stutter, but the warm lips teasing his flesh felt way better than it ought to and it was making the already engorged shaft between his legs even harder. He received a bite to his navel that had him arching in response. His pants were yanked down next. The way her fingernails were digging into his hips was going to leave marks, but he found that he liked the sensation. Pain had always given his adrenals a rush and he wondered is he'd enjoy it as much if she was being gentle.

She looked up and they locked gazes. At that moment, it was as if she were searching for something in his eyes, trying to determine something about him. "You're the same. I never see you enjoy anything -" He yelped and thrashed. She was starting to draw blood with her fingernails, but she managed to keep him in place. "- unless you are fighting."

With that last sentence, she removed her own pants and undergarments. Before he could retort he was engulfed in a slick, wet heat. He let out a sound he didn't think he could make, nearly choking on his tongue the sensation was so powerful. He had expected her to continue the foreplay, but then Annie had never come off to him as a patient person. And true to form, she was already moving up and down on him and he felt his hips responding, bucking into that tight heat. Almost unconsciously his hands found her breasts and started kneading them.

Soft. he thought foggily through his own haze of pleasure.He felt the nipples hardening underneath the shirt she wore. He didn't know if that hot wetness clenching around him was something her body did automatically or if she was tormenting him on purpose, and he didn't really care. He could vaguely make out her threatening to snap his spine if he didn't show her some of that passion she'd seen during that cadet training. He hardly needed encouragement. He grabbed hold on her thighs and in a fluid motion shifted their positions to where she was straddling his lap. He grabbed her hips and started pumping away with everything he had. He smirked when she let out a curse that turned into a groan. He could play dirty too.

She was right about what she had said earlier, though. Things were better when you let instinct take its course.


ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS
I ACKNOWLEDGE THAT MY CHARACTER IS THE FOLLOWING:
_SENTIENT: Yes
_MENTALLY ADULT: Yes
_CAPABLE OF CONSENT: Yes
_CAPABLE OF SEXUAL AROUSAL:Yes